WELCOME
Hey people. some of u might have realized that my blog died awhile back. I'm reopening this blog coz i have loads of things happening to me in my life and i just really need somewhere to dump my worries.
Let me warn u. i just pour everything from my head into this blog page. And if u dont feel comfortable reading this, pls dont.
But if u really do care about me and wish to knw wht is going wrong with me life, go right ahead. thank you.
~NOT FOR THE FEINT HEARTED~
We’ll hit South Broadway in a matter of minutes
And like a bad movie, I’ll drop a line
Fall in the grave I’ve been digging myself,
But there’s room for two
Six feet under the stars
about me
DoB : 28 feb 1991
Origin : Unknown
Race: I have dark skin so i think im Indian
Religion: I dun think i have one
I’m taking mechatronic engineering at Ngee Ann Poly. Life has been good to me... so far... so I’m nt complaining (much).
I love 2 very different genres of music:
METAL and CONTEMPRARY CLASSICAL. Though many poeple say its impossible to truely love both, I say impossible is nothing. Jus put ur heart in it and u will get ur wish.
i noe there are many more of u people like me out there hu, like me, love the 2 extremes, metal and classical. pls dun be a stranger.
but this does not mean anybody else is not welcome.
im a pisces
PISCES - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke.
Very Good sense of humor.Energetic. Predict future.
GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative.Romantic. Caring.
well thats jus me
if u guys want sm other way of contacting me
heres my email / msn address
sliff2@hotmail.com
feel free to come visit anytime
or drop me a line
heres my HP No.
:- +6581988404
P.S. I WON'T bite (much)... haha
see u guys around
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Am i really that bad. i don't see her for 14hrs during the day. the moment she comes back home, walks up, sees me on the com n starts yelling at me. i knw the exams are arnd the corner n shit. but i've alr got some1 to help me. i cant do wht ever she wants me to do till whoever i've asked to help me gets back to me.
its not like i was playing Prototype or on facebook when she walked up. i was just watching the only damn anime i watch every week. 25 mins a week. 1 show that i actually follow diligently..
walks up, starts yelling at me. i saw her at 6 in the morn. for roughly abt a total of 1.5mins aft i woke up.
she comes back home. i see her again for abt the same amt of time. this time she starts yelling n nagging. n then she locks herself in the damn room n cries.
IS IT FAIR TO ME THAT I HAVE THAT EFFECT ON MY OWN GOD DAMN MOTHER.
she didnt catch me doing drugs. she didnt catch me wanking off to some whore getting boned on my com. she didnt catch me smoking a stash. I WAS WATCHING 1 DAMN VIDEO. ANIME. JAPANESE CARTOON. CAR-FUCKING-TOON.
i might as well jus hang myself if i cause people that much pain in 3 mins a day
i am their only son. i cant give a flying fuck abt dad (story for another day), but my mom. i knw they work to keep me "alive" n shit. but is it really worth it if in the fucking end i still feeling like dying...
i found out that some1 has been spying on my FB acct n telling my parents things like wht i write on my status, or wht comments i get on my wall. so i turned my privacy settings up to only where my friends can view my activity. i think they lost the ability to follow my activities. but today, i cant give a fuck anymore. i turned it back dwn. so that everyone can see wht i write. I WANT THEM TO SEE IT! then they'll knw wht the fuck i am going thru. u want to see it? go right ahead. i mean, if they like wht they see so much, who am i to take away that 'pleasure' from them. in fact, i think i'll give em wht they want.
too all of u guys out there who actually read this all the way to the end, you are much loved. truely. but pls. im putting this up here not for every1 to read n ask me abt it nor foru to read n spread the word. im putting this up here coz this is 1 avenue for me to throw everything into. n maybe 1 day, hopefully, i'll be able to look back at this page n see how fucked up my life was. i jus dont want u guys to read this n ask me if im feeling okay all the time or treat me like a suicidal maniac even if i actually am 1.
thank you.
Labels: facebook, life, Mom
